Well, this month has been a blur! The months are going so quickly that I have no idea where the time is going!
Since September I have been doing my Access course to get into university to become a Chiropractor. This course goes at such a fast pace but I am loving every second of it. Not only for the amazing bunch of people that are in my class but for the fact I’m actually following my dreams and doing what I want for once. If it wasn’t for Gareth, I’d still be contemplating doing it.
I’ve had my ups and my downs recently as everyone does but when I’m at my lows, I’m trying to not let my anxiety get the better of me. Luckily for me, I have an amazing support group and people who want to see me do well in life. These include Gareth, my family, Gareth’s parents and my close friends. I would be so lost without these lot. I turn to them when it comes to everything. I have my blogger girls who are so supportive when it comes to my personal blog and YouTube alongside our joint one.
Everything just feels like it is falling into place for once and I’m starting to feel like myself again. I’m happier than I have ever been. I’m a stronger person than I was last year and honestly I never thought I would get to this point. Over this year alone, I have suffered from my anxiety to the point I didn’t want to leave the house and face the world. I wake up some morning still feeling like that but do I let it affect me? Sometimes – but baby steps have made all the difference!
With Christmas just around the corner I have so much planning regarding my blog, my YouTube and the joint blog. I’m doing secret santa with the blogger girls and its the first time I’ve ever done something like this so I hope (fingers crossed) my person likes what I have got them!
One thing I am really looking forward to is going to AECC University open day as this is my dream uni to study for my chiropractic degree. I’m so excited and so nervous at the same time but I’ll have Gareth there to help me through everything! Another thing which I am looking forward to is the fact I should have my modelling photos through from July soon which I can’t wait to show to the family since it was only me&Gareth who had a sneaky preview during my meeting!
Only one more month left of 2017 and then onto a brand new year and a fresh start! So to see the year out, I’ve decided to do Blogmas which was a big step for me but I honestly can not wait to get creative and film my Christmas videos!
Lets catch up in a months time Diary – speak soon!